Friday, March 31, 2006
And so it is..
The lady came home, but of course i didnt know. Meant it as a surprise and boy was i surprised. A nice surprise, dont get it wrong... cuz i actually leaped for joy.
The first time i met her was nice, nevermind the long wait. i almost kissed her there and then.."Wait!! be still..my heart" i repeatly muttered to the pounding organ.
The other few times weren't so great with her friends ard.. but whatever makes her happy.
Last day before departure, she came over my place which was sweet.. but i was already all tired out frm goin to the club and headin back camp for duty the morning after.
A week later, she called... asking what sorta relationship we supposed to be in? Long distance? i didnt have the answer..
another couple days later she asked... my friends need to know. Still i didnt have the answer.
The truth is, i love her and nothing else. but how could i promise her the future.... when we dont even have a now.
It was a painful conversation... me staring blankly into space trying to come up with answers.
In the end, I'm ashamed to say i took the easy way out.....
Give no promises , hence break ing non.
And so it is... we became i.
Leaving only the beautiful memories.
The lady came home, but of course i didnt know. Meant it as a surprise and boy was i surprised. A nice surprise, dont get it wrong... cuz i actually leaped for joy.
The first time i met her was nice, nevermind the long wait. i almost kissed her there and then.."Wait!! be still..my heart" i repeatly muttered to the pounding organ.
The other few times weren't so great with her friends ard.. but whatever makes her happy.
Last day before departure, she came over my place which was sweet.. but i was already all tired out frm goin to the club and headin back camp for duty the morning after.
A week later, she called... asking what sorta relationship we supposed to be in? Long distance? i didnt have the answer..
another couple days later she asked... my friends need to know. Still i didnt have the answer.
The truth is, i love her and nothing else. but how could i promise her the future.... when we dont even have a now.
It was a painful conversation... me staring blankly into space trying to come up with answers.
In the end, I'm ashamed to say i took the easy way out.....
Give no promises , hence break ing non.
And so it is... we became i.
Leaving only the beautiful memories.
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